UNDER THE PARASOL
SHE WOULD MAINTAIN, to the end of her days, that it wasn’t on purpose.
Between pier and pleasure boat was a small gap. No more than two feet, three at most, and marked by a strip of hammered-tin. Somehow, as she stepped across, the toe of her Sunday boots caught the edge and down she went, parasol arrowing into the lake behind her.
For a moment, nothing – an envelope of bubbles, mild blue water taking the place of sky. Then she opened her eyes.
Though vision was wobbly – like the old glass porthole in the steelworks-office she cleaned, six nights a week – and stung with an onion’s savour, it didn’t hurt; not really. She laughed. A wild rush erupted, her mouth filling with minerals.
She clapped it shut.
Skirts ballooned under her palm, the parasol tugging, insistent as a fish on the line. Water swelled, receded, turning the spindle of her body on its axis. She looked up, straining for the light; found small, mobile ovals, a great wedge of dark. A smaller wedge alongside waved its insect legs.
How peculiar!
Yet how peaceful.
Her knees, she realised, were supported on a cushion of water; back braced by the currents; feet slippered in sand. The knots of her knuckles – no matter the oil she’d rubbed in – were buttery with mermen’s kisses. All told, it was rather pleasant.
Then three great splashes – insistent as her lost husband, in dreams – brought her back from the blue. Up, away, yanked hard by the arm, duty calling in small children’s voices.
Out, slippery as a catch, coughing and wriggling on the dock.
The parasol, too, was a sorry sight.
Occasionally, in hard times, she’d take it out, close her eyes and smell the lake – find a measure of peace.
First published in Flash Flood Journal (June 2024)
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